Tears keep falling on cheeks..
Staring at the comp,and reminiscent the every precious memory that she had gave to me..
I'm still remember,how I know about her last year..
She's a very very kind person...
Makes me like to talk with her...
But normally we could not chat any longer than 2 hours...
She got to sleep and working another day..
I know her through my friend...
She's my friend girlfriend and eventually we ended up as best friend...
Still remember how she described my hyperactive-ness
Which always make me smile with awkward...
Or she's the one who smile with awkward lol...
I know about her life story...
She had a sister,but died on scene in a car accident.
She survived,but her legs get injured and she will get paralysed someday
Instead of giving up,she accept all the facts cheerful..
Even though her father blamed her that she's one who caused her sister death.
Her father never talk with her since that day...
Until the day her father is passed away..
She never blame anyone,but move on her life with happiness
From that day on,she felt that she got the responsibility to take care of her mother...
And actually she did faces some problem with my friend..about their relationship..
It's a long story though..
But there's something that I can't denied,she's one of the toughest girl that I've ever met.
She truly amazed,impressed me.
Somehow I wish that I could be like her-that tough.
Anyway,I miss her so muchhhh!
There's nothing that I can do with..


There Is A Happy Land violin cover by me...
The only thing that I'm able to do,pray and send my blessing to her..
I will miss you forever...I will never forget about you..
Thank you for the everything that you'd gave it to me..
The warmest memories that I've ever had..
Rest In Peace,my dear friend...

“枫指的是枫树,壮而有力的枫树,在任何季节里...都挺立着不动,象征着对幸福的的坚决.在树叶未掉落之前...总是会借由树叶发出优美的旋律...表示我很幸福”
by: 成濑川 枫
枫姐，谢谢你的一切。。。
没想到我们这段相处时间，已经把我对你的感情根种得那么深。。
总是说谢谢的你，让人觉得格外温暖。。。
希望你一切安好。。。我所能做的事不多，不过帮你看着狐狸倒是还可以的。。
放心好了，他从来都不会让你担心。。。
所以这次他也一样，不会让你担心。。。
希望你能在那片蓝色的天空上，继续追随着自己一直向往的幸福。。
无论如何，都要一直这样幸福下去。。。
笑得灿烂，才是你一直最向往的幸福。。。


It's such a long time I didn't update my post.
Well,it can be says that I'm busy or LAZY.
You know,laziness wins my insistence all the time.*winks*
But tonight,my nostalgic(?) knocked off my laziness.LOL
Not very long ago,I fall for an artist again.yeah yeah,I know I got loads of lovers!
You can't blame it,I'm a fangirl.So,it's very common?LOL.
Just kiddin'.
Not every man can makes me fall in love.HAHA!
Okay,let's back to the topic mentioned above.lols
I'm not going to tell who is he at the moment.
I just wanna to shout my feeling out loud.;)
He's so special among the hundred or thousand artists.
It's unbelievable,I could see an artist that's like him.
How special is he??well,I'm going to tell.x)
He's a man that always do the things which are unpredictable.
When the first time I saw him,that's a video.Concert vid.
He was performing a song named Ghost.
Do ya guys know what's my reaction and thoughts after watching the vid?
The brilliant,impressive,amazing and loads of adjectives comes to my mind at that moment.
I got impressed,truly impressed.
Yesh,the performance impressed me.No doubt.
But,there's something more than that.
Through the performance,I can only see one thing.
He's a person who like to do something that he wanted so much.
And if he's going to do it,there's no hesitation exists.
Some how you can feel his insistence towards the things he does.
Yet,the every decision that he made,probably he wouldn't care how the others humiliating it unless you had said something that's very useful or considerable.
Don't ask me why I had that feeling.
I don't know.This is my answer.Truly this is my thought that comes to my mind the next second after I watched the performance.
It is odd,I admit
So,this is the reason that I fall for him.The personality,get impressed.
Still,he's someone who will not conceals anything from his fans.
You can said that's no secret between him and his fans.
Lately,when I searching the pictures and I saw a comment.
Probably it says that she's watching the vids of him right now.
She says that he's changed recently.
Because when she watched the previous vids,she saw that he's very easy to get embarrassed.
And he dislikes to talk even he's on the shows unless you're asking him a question.
Even get bored when he's on the shows.
Well,only the ices can describe how cool is he.
And it's a mystery when you look at him.
But recently he's changed like he doesn't used to be like that anymore.
After that,I saw another comment that seemed is replied to the comment that I've mentioned above.
It says that's because the company wants to model the mystery feeling of his,so he had to act like that.
He's a person likes to talk about the hentai(pervert) stuffs on the shows.So,do ya think he's somebody so easy to get embarrassed?
Yesh,I concurred with her.
Actually he's not the person that so easy to get embarrassed.
He likes to joke,likes to fool the people around,likes to play,likes to express anything that he wants to say so much.
Just doing the things that normally an artist wouldn't do.
Normally,the artists are so nervous about their image.
They would just obey anything that their company had told them.
They will disciplined themselves and so on.
But he is the one that's so different compared with them.
He will not care about how he looks like in the people eyes.
He likes to do something fishy especially destroying his own image.
He likes to talk nonsense all the time,no matter who's the person he talked with.
Even in the acting,he would challenging himself like gets the character that's a hentai killer or even an evil eunuch.The characters sound some awful and weird,right?
But he just loves to do like that.
That's his way to become an artist and musician.
I'm admiring his personality,his thoughts,his everything.
He always try so hard to do the best.And eventually it ends up smoothly,perfectly.
Some more he knows a lot of instrument like trumpet,piano,violin(my fav and the only instrument that I've played.) and lots of other instruments(10 or above I think.)
He's a producer and song writer.
All of the song that he sang are produced and written by him.
The lyrics are written in a beautiful way,I love the way he writes them.
How talent and brilliant he is.
He said that the every song that he produced contains his feelings and the songs did said everything about his life,his world.
Every time I listen to his songs,I got a feeling.The feeling that I will know him even more,after listened to his songs.It's sooo nice!!
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Please take care of yourself.
It worries me all the time.
Please do sleep more and stay healthy.
Don't always busying on your works and forget your meal and rest.
It's an agony if I saw someone that I precious and treasured so much get sicked and I just can only do nothing.
Don't always show your crying baby face,it looks so ugly yet makes me cry too.
Thanks for your everything,thanks for your sacrifices to our fans.
We appreciate it very much.
So,I will wait for your school and castle in France.
Last but not least,just stay the way you are.;)))))
頑張れな！！ガクトさん！
皆は絶対あんたにサポートそして守るのさ！！


Dedication to GACKT CAMUI and all the Dears.:D

Labels: Artists, My Dairy Books

25 June 2011,it comes again,eventually.
It has already been 2 years.Time flies so fast.
I still remember that day in 2009,such a devastated,depressed and saddened day.
I still could remember the expressions on the faces,the shock ones and the cry ones.
I couldn't forget every moment of it.And I must to admit it,I do really cried a lot.
I just only can see the darkness in my life after that.It seems like there's no light existed in my life.
Always stared at the blue sky desperately and yearning he could come back someday.
I can tell you that I believe Mike is at peace now.I wouldn't care about the hoax thingy.
Because,I couldn't lie to myself.I have to face it no matter what.We gotta accept it!!
And I know I will be mad when I know that he's gone,once again.
Sorry to the fans who think Mike is still alive,sorry,I can't lie to myself.I just can't do it.
Yet,I know the feeling that being judged by the others.I just can't stand the criticism and humiliation.
People just don't understand why did I be that sad.They just thought that I'm the crazy one and there's nothing to be sad of.
They will never know,the feeling of being loved by someone that's so fantastic,awesome and amazing.
And the most important thing,we are in love with him too.
The feeling is just so amazed when you heard his voice from the radios and TVs.
You could be so excited or exhilarated when you saw the posters from the shops and so on.
And you would so adored him when he does something that's very cute!!
Everything about him just like an addiction!You just can't stop loving at him!!
And I'm so happy that I got lots of friends that truly know and understand about me.
I can share my feelings and experiences with them.
I do really appreciate them!!They always cheer me up!!
And I enjoyed a lot and had lots of fun when talking with them.
Last year,we passed through the the 25th June with tears.
But this time, I wanna celebrate the 2 years anniversary with smiles and laughs.
That's what Michael wants to see.
I always know about that,he wants us to be the happiest fans in the world.
So why don't we,just wipe out our tears,look at the sky and smile widely.
Whenever I looked at the blue sky,I just can feel it.I can feel his existence.
Just as he never gone,always be with us.
He will be alive in our hearts and memories.
So,let's smile to the sky and make the sun become brighter and brighter.
Remember,it's all for love.L.O.V.E.
L.O.V.E is all we need.:DDDDD

My drawing tribute for Mikey.LOL!I know,it sucks.=( Anyway,I miss ya,Mike!!><

Labels: Drawings, My Dairy Books, The Legend, Words

Happy Mother's Day to every mothers who existed in this world and my lovely mummy!!♥♥
I had baked a cake for my mum.Chocolate favour!!!Though the baking ingredients are the instance one.xPPPP
And today we had steamboat as our dinner!!!WEEE!!!!Delicious!!!HAHAHAHA!!
Yet,I had drew a picture for my mum which I don't really want to give it to her.
Because I love it so much!!LOL!!XDDDD
Here's the pics.♥♥

Labels: Drawings, Event, My Dairy Books

Said Happy Birthday to my favourite seiyuu-Ono Daisuke!!P/S:I'm so sorry,I'm being late to post this on my blog!!!Gomenasai!!Ono-san!! PP/S:It's 4th May 2011.Yeah,it's yesterday.==
HAHAHAHA!!Congrats to you Ono-san!!!
Truly I love his voice.Especially when he voice acted Sebastian.
I mean he really did a very good job on voice acting Sebastian this character.
His voice matches Sebastian's personality perfectly.It's awesome and fantastic!!!
He becomes my favourite seiyuu since the day I watched the seiyuus meeting events!!
Same goes with Fukuyama Jun!Another voice actor I adored so much!!!!
But OnoD still will be the top of my favourite seiyuus list!!XDDD


Sebastian singing Happy Birthday to you OnoD!!XDDD Somebodies:== Okay!Fine!!!Singing Happy Birthday to yourself isn't that BAD!XDDDDD By the way,I love this birthday song!XDDD
P/S:Please ignore the part that started from 0.20.That's edited version.Holy crap!I hate that part.==

Well,it's time to go~
And again,Happy Birthday!OnoD!!May your wishes come true and I'll always support you!!XD
You're the best seiyuu in the world!!!!Daisuki da!!♥♥
お誕生日おめでとう！！小野D最高ですよ！！！頑張れ！！好きだよ！！:)))) ♥♥♥

Labels: Birthday, My Dairy Books

Came back with my lovely figures from KL!!WEEE!XDDDDDDDD
But I CAN'T HAVE THE NENDOROID SEBASTIAN MICHAELIS FIGURE!!!
OMG!!!!!!!I want that one so badly!!!!*sigh*
I searched for it IN EVERYWHERE!!But LOL all of the Nendoroid Sebastian figures are sold out.
And it makes me kinda upset.Errr,not kinda is totally.==
But the little figures of Sebby makes my days again!HAHAHA!!*See,Sebby for sure.lol
Seriously my sis snatched my lovely Sebby with me!!Oh God,why!!???
I thought her favourite is Ciel!!
When I ask her about who do you love the most in Kuroshitsuji?
My God!This is her answer-I love two of them!Ciel and Sebastian.==
My expression-..... Yeah,it's totally speechless.=-=
By the way,I owned Sebby no matter what!!*laughs*
So here's my favourite collections.

Labels: Anime, My Dairy Books

I'm glad that Yana sensei is alright!!P/S:Kuroshitsuji's author.
I'm so worry when I knew that Kuroshitsuji is not serialized for 1 month in GFantasy magazine.
I thought something bad is happened.== Errr,yeah something about injury or dead?==
Luckily I saw the post on sensei's blog and knew that she's sicked recently.
And thats the reason why new chapter isn't serialized.2 chapters will be revealed next month.*WEEE!!!That's too great!!
And truly I'll pray for sensei and wish that she will get well soon.x)
Recently I found that I do really admiring the mangakas and seiyuus.P/S:mangakas=caricaturists.Seiyuus=voice actors
They're just so great!!
The mangakas that I admired are Toboso Yana Sensei 枢やな先生,Takahashi Kazuki sensei 高橋和希先生 and Shiihashi Hiroshi sensei 椎橋寛先生!!
I love their drawings,story plots and most important-the characters!!XDDDDD
The characters that created by the sensei are so attractive and yesh,I just simply fall for them!!♥♥
Especially Sebastian Michaelis by Yana sensei,Atemu by Takahashi sensei and Nura Rikuo by Hiroshi Shiihashi sensei!!♥♥
They're my favourite characters among the mangas!!I was so addicted to them!!==
And my favourite seiyuus are Ono Daisuke 小野大輔 as Sebastian Michaelis,Kazama Shunsuke 風間俊介 as Mutou Yuugi/Atemu and Fukuyama Jun 福山潤 as Nura Rikuo/Grell Sutcliff.
AHHHHHHHHH!I love their voices!!!I mean their voices amazed me!!
WOOTS!!!!Their voices are so matching the characteristics of the characters.WOO!XDD
And they're a bunch of nice people!!Really very NICE!!!♥♥
And I also found that Sebastian knows singing!!LOL!!I mean the seiyuu!
But HAHAHA for me,the voice is dedicated to my lovely Sebby!XD *I'm so sorry OnoD but every time I listened to the songs the person comes to my mind is Sebastian.XD
Well,I have to admit that the voice is just so lovely!!Sebby!!!♥♥
OMG!!Madness could explains everything!!XDDDDDDDD
Anyway,hope that Yana sensei can get well soon and stay healthy!!:DDD

Labels: My Dairy Books