Just now I read an article..
It's really touching..
A girl that's deaf and couldn't speaking..
Could love oppas like that deeply...
I'm thinking that sure some people think that I don't love oppas anymore...
If you're thinking like that..then you're wrong..
I never said that I don't love them anymore..
I admitted,that I love Michael at the same time..
But does it really matter???
There's nobody will knows my feeling except the fans..
I worried about them too..Truly,they're my first idols..
I won't forget them,I also worried about them...
But who's know???I guess nobody just myself..
I love Michael same way too..
I didn't say anything about him in front of the others..
But if people mentioned it,I will chat with them..Same as TVXQ cases..
Both of them couldn't be compared...Because both of them have a fixed places in my heart...
I'm pretty sure that's a lot of people will thought that I bought their stuffs as collection were wasting money..
Everybody had different perspectives..
For me..I thought maybe that's used a lot of money but I think is worthy..
TVXQ-I will appreciates that I still have the chances to see and look at them..
So of course I will support them....
Michael-I couldn't ever see and look at him anymore..I just can see him through videos..
I do really regretted and feel guilty toward him...
Non-fans really couldn't understand our feelings,worries,pains and sadness..
Who can understand us just ourselves..
You guys just thought that we're crazy about them and will doing something silly like that..
But as I said earlier,if you don't know our feelings..
Please don't judge us..Because you don't know everything...
I believes in them and I always be...
So please don't ask something kind of like the comparison between Michael and TVXQ..
They're important to me..Just like my family...
Nobody can replace them..
So I do really hope stop the comparison..
Nothing's can be compared..

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